the nuanced art of tacking...catching the wind in my sails and setting forth on my voyage.  this is how recovery often feels to me.  the winds often shift and I must learn to adapt and adjust.

i am adjusting for calmer waters come the new year.  i idealize those whose journeys are constant, and even keeled. Not mine.  i tell myself, i need to get more organized, or- i need to get myself on a better routine, schedule.  done this all my life.  so it recently dawned on me that, well, it just aint gonna happen. and, i let myself off the hook. i just stopped nagging myself.